I awoke this morning feeling heavy with uncertainty. So uncomfortable with the unknown. Wondering what is next. This new empty space feels so unfamiliar…even foreign – So BIG.
I find myself wanting to fill the void with something, anything. I find myself judging the void stillness makes.
I feel my body constrict and then tears of release, a letting go flow. I breathe deep and feel this nothingness expand around me.
I’m reminded this is the space I created with my willingness to let go of the old and make room for the new. The expansiveness I feel is the fruit of my labor. My heart is full of gratitude and my mind is open. I whisper a thank you…
In this space are my dreams, my desires. I can see them. I can feel them on the inhale, just waiting to be exhaled.
And, then I am startled by this thought that arrives on its own from a place now familiar. This nothingness, this space is where God creates. It is God’s Birthing Place…..